All Over

Meh, what a whirlwind of emotions. Tears keep trying to sneak out of my eyeballs and I keep trying to smoosh them back in. Tomorrow, I scheduled tomorrow for myself to cry! Definitely not today and not yesterday. I don’t know why my eyes didn’t get the message!

Emotions are all over the place!

I am so happy for my kiddo and her hubby! They go together so well. And they strive to always keep getting better. Their love for each other is what makes my heart so happy for them now. And the willingness to keep getting better is what makes my heart so happy for their future for them!
I am also fighting the sad. I have to drive away tomorrow without my kiddo. There is a difference between knowing this is coming and actually living it. There are no words needed here. It is just the feelings that go with this and the feelings must be felt.

I am proud of these kiddos. They are making wise choices. They are planning and setting themselves up for a good future. Of course they will make mistakes, everyone does. But, they are minimizing their chance of mistakes with good communication and plans.
I am also praying for them. As much as a person can plan; God knows what we can not. And he can keep up safe against things that come against us.

I am glad to be sitting in this room right now with these two. I am blessed to be able to have been here. I enjoy their company. And my heart smiles watching them.
I am also ready to step out of their way and let them have their space. They need to just be them, without me in the way.

Tonight I am thankful for so much. My heart is full for my kiddo and her hubby. I am so very thankful for them and all the things I can’t write because I will NOT cry now – tell my eyes this. I will NOT cry yet! That is for tomorrow!