Conviction

Sometimes when I pray, I have no idea which direction God wants me to go in next.  So I try to quit down, to listen, to be patient, to walk in love.  Other times, I get a pretty 110% conviction of where to go next.

Strangely, or not strangely (because God cares) this happened with the van I currently drive.  I knew when I saw the ad that it was the one.  The hubster had long since stopped questioning this.  And sometimes I admit that I don’t know if it conviction or my excitement.  It depends on the situation.

With the current house project we are very soon wrapping up, I knew.  I got that conviction, that this what we were supposed to do.

When it came to the recent promotion of a Time 414 personnel from part time to fill time, I didn’t have the conviction.  Maybe I was too close to the situation.  So I started looking at facts.  It all made sense logically.  A 360 degree view all looked positive.  So I prayed again for maybe the 20th time, if this isn’t right, I’ll stop looking down this path.  I don’t want to do this if it is a mistake.  Then I felt a smidge.  A calm.  A peace.  This right.

Tonight I am thankful for the peace that is present, in varying degrees, when a decision lines up with God’s plan.  I am thankful that week one with Time 414’s newly promoted full timer is rocking!!  I am so excited about the progress we can make now.  Ironically, Time 414 has been limited by time!  Time that I can invest.  Time that our team member can invest.  This is step one to being able to serve more people, sooner and better!  This is exciting!!